A New Start

 

I don't often do New Years Resolutions.  Ok, I never do them.  Mostly because I feel that any day can be the start of a "new you" or new habit and that it doesn't matter what the calendar says.  You start when you are ready.  Today I am ready. I think.  So my "new me" item is starting on January 6th instead of the 1st.  I'm weird like that.
My goal for this year is that I want to write more.  And maybe even share a little.  Maybe once a week.  Maybe once a month.  Maybe sometimes daily.  I don't know.   But more for sure.  I write all the time--in my head.  Yet, I'm almost never brave enough to put it down on paper, let alone actually do it online and maybe hit the Publish button.  Someone might read it, and that is just scary.   I want this to be a different place for me to write, not just when I'm feeling down or things about Trevor.  I thought about starting a whole new site, but just feel a bit too lazy at the moment to do that, so for now, here it will stay. 
Why might I hit the Publish button at the end of this post, instead of just saving it for myself?  It's not like I will have something to say that hasn't been said before, I'm sure.  I'm just not that smart. Maybe it's because sometimes reading what another has written will remind me of a truth.  Maybe it's because sometimes reading what another has written will give me encouragement. Maybe it's because sometimes reading what another has written will help me understand that I'm not alone in my thoughts and my feelings. Who knows?  Maybe someone will actually like it.  So here's the start of something new.  More for me then for anyone else.  Working on a few posts already.